Turn towards the wall
Don’t wanna face this yet
There’s nothing there at all
A foot outside this bed
You said stop and go
We took it at your pace
Wanted to be the best
But wasn’t in the race
Thought I could win
Thought I could swim
Out to your body
And pull you in
Thought I could breathe
Find some relief
Beside your body
Against your skin
It always goes this way
Though never quite this way
I’ll miss your body
But it means more that you’ll stay
Winter’s coming now
The cold is in my shoes
I’m finally calming down
Knowing I didn’t lose
I’m gonna see you round
We’ll take it at my pace
Still wanna be the best
But this isn’t my race
Thought I could win
Thought I could swim
Out to your body
And pull you in
Thought I could breathe
Find some relief
Beside your body
Against your skin
It always goes this way
Though never quite this way
I’ll miss your body
But it means more that you’ll stay
Stay
Thought I could win