She walks out the door, it’s fine
But I don’t think she’s coming back this time
I always fell apart when she said that line
Now I can’t tell the truth from any of her lies
I struggle with PTSD
I fucking hate it when you use it against me
Somehow I’m always in the wrong
I can’t control it; I’m not strong
Running fast but I’m not patient [Pacing?]
Bleeding on the floor; I’m laying
I’m so hopeless
Did you notice?
I can’t tell if I’m still shaking [?]
I know I’ll die if I sit here waiting
I’m so hopeless
I never chose this
Gotta make my mind up fast
Do I escape or fix my gash? [?]
Your family love drugs and they love cash
So I gotta go before they’re on my ass
Her mom texted me from an unknown number
“My daughter’s heartbroken. How could you dump her”
I guess you put me through more highs and lows
And I can't stand being alone
Running fast but I’m not patient [Pacing?]
Bleeding on the floor; I’m laying
I’m so hopeless
Did you notice?
I can’t tell if I’m still shaking [?]
I know I’ll die if I sit here waiting
I’m so hopeless
I never chose this
(And I’ve never been the same) [?]