Sitting in an empty bath
Waiting for the time to pass
Ran ten miles the other day
But i still look the same today
Heard you calling out my name
Should have said i'd got it changed
I'm not trying to be a pain
But recently i've been feeling strange
Talking to my little brother
Asking him to love our mother
We're all so far away right now
And i know that it's been wearing her down
Snowing here all week
It's cold outside but we still eat
I'm not trying to be a pain
But recently i've been feeling strange
And i swear that i'm trying to be better
I'm just scared that i'm not good enough
To act the way i always do
And keep stealing love from you
Confusing lies with the truth
Am i a good guy?
I wish i knew
Might be down but it's not all bad
I've still got friends and we still laugh
I met a girl, she kissed my cheek
She's the best day of the week
My little sister's turning 18
And i'm getting close to 23
I know we can't avoid change
But these little things will stay the same
When you break your arm
You'll get a cast
When you break your heart
Well that shit lasts
Focus on the good in life
The rest will only lead to strife
Practise all that you preach
I'm drowning in hypocrisy
I'm not trying to be in pain
But laugh or cry it's all the same
And i swear that i'm trying to be better
I'm just scared that i'm not good enough
To act the way i always do
And keep stealing love from you
Confusing lies with the truth
Am i a good guy
I wish i knew
And i swear that i'm trying to be better
I'm just scared that i'm not good enough
To keep holding on to you
Singing songs of love true
Confusing lies and lies and lies and lies and lies
Sitting in an empty field
I love my life cause it is real
Without the lows the highs would be
Meaningless as far as i can see