[verse 1]
Sometimes i have things to say but i keep all my words pinned inside cause i think they won't relate
(mmmm)
And i try not to say my words with hate but every now and then i know my coldness brings you pain but this distance deep in me has been there for awhile and sometimes it don't listen
I know i'm not like none y'all need a way better word that diffrent sometimes i get cold, so cold, can't feel my feelings
(yeah)
Trapped inside of a storm and it pours on top of my head i think i should go back to bed, having dreams is like feining for meds, grip on me, gonna cling to the ledge, i wrote a note for you babe (yeah) this isn't silly, i'm sorry for all of the problems i caused in your day, i know i be slippin' i'm mentall flippin', and trippin', and sipping till' i find a way
[chorus]
Yuh, i apoligize for my other side, you see it in my eyes i apoligize
But sometimes i feel like "why should i apoligize?" i guess thats just part of life, aye
I apoligize i want you by my side so i forget the why in i apoligize (huh) and even if i'm right drop my pride and let it slide cause it ain't worth this type of life
[verse 2]
Yuh, i ain't really one for petty, i turn this life to a nightmare you might just might start calling me freddy, see, to me i'm a lil' nigga toating all this weight 'ill make you feel heavy, i'm a shinobi theses men's want smoke and it'll get deadly, make the blood rain like i'm fetty, i'm childish as shit, baby can you be my teddy?
You'll never be one of my ex's might have another one of my babies, i think she really like my old flows but this new one's kinda crazy
Even when you and me become old folks you still gon' be my baby, deep inside soometime i do be ragin', just give me time, i need love and i need patience, story of our life and we gon' keep flippin' these pages, i'll apolgize but don't let your love for me be lazy
[chorus]
Yuh, i apoligize for my other side, you see it in my eyes i apoligize
But sometimes i feel like "why should i apoligize?" i guess thats just part of life, aye
I apoligize i want you by my side so i forget the why in i apoligize (huh) and even if i'm right drop my pride and let it slide cause it ain't worth this type of life