Fake my death to get rid of my debts
Change my name to run away
Every new life I receive, I fuck it up like a cat who keeps running from sheltering The eyes of the future watch me run and waste away You say you're too screwed too old to live at full Oh, Bitterness, I don't wanna loathe in the echoes of yesterday, of yesterday
The eyes of my end watch my run and waste it all And run away, and run away How easy you scare little girl
With the heart of the animal that gets eat, so weak I walk to the hospital at nine at night
To take the sword that felt pierced fresh through my chest I stalled in that bed for longer than I anticipated doctor, waiter dancer
Think I'll stay a while
I like the illusion of care of love better than I get these days
If I give you another dollar
Will you mean it?
Bitterness I don't wanna loathe in the echoes of yesterday
Of yesterday
The bed of my end, head between my knees in regret Oh, how easy you scare little girl Oh father you can't buy my love You just hit and played pretend
Begging at the feet of the past, screaming, "please don't own me!"