[intro]
Yeah, go
[verse 1]
It's been a long way up, i admit it
I went from nothing to hearing my family telling me that i did it
Friends telling me that i changed, really i just gotta cut off the fakes
I promise that its not in vain, for the better, i don't care 'bout money and fame
Honestly, i do not care bout la, i'm happier right where i stay
I'm proud of me, honestly, i feel amazed, i'm further than others could be
And i know that i could go higher up, and i'm bringing my friends with me
I'm telling 'em, "turn all the speakers up"
Yeah, i want my ears to bleed
Aah
[verse 2]
What's it all for now?
Been looking around at my life everything that i got lately, feeling like it do not matter
Feeling like giving up everyday
Yeah, i've been losing my valor
Even the check makes me sadder, aah
Cool, 10 bands every month and it don't mean shit
I mean, it's nice to live like this
But if i'm honest my old life, yeah, i miss it
I've been more lonely than ever
Thought that this dream made me better
Really just speaking my mind, hope somebody would listen
[bridge]
Get to the bag, i want profit
I know that money is toxic
But i don't got nothin', so i simply burn it until all the holes in my heart fix
New r8, don't gotta part it
Speeding, it's making me car sick
I don't trust anyone so all this music i make is my only catharsis
Yeah
They say i made it
Yeah, i did it all alone
But truly i hate it
Only got worse for me
You do not get it
I'm out of my element, tired of life on the side
Don't wanna tell again
Peep my development
I know i'm better than them, i want mine
[verse 5]
I want my flowers, yeah
Feeling the power, you see
While i'm still proud of myself, pain overpowering me
Truly, i hate my life
But i don't wanna die
I gotta prove my point
Gotta go way, way high
Straight to the top
Right over everyone that's been doubting me
All of these artists that really ain't shit
Horrible fallacy
Putting on images of all these lives and shit they wanna be
It's all a lie that i don't wanna live
I'm the only one to be me