[chorus]
Some things i cling to from the past
Some things i probably shouldn't have
To be honest it's really hard to pass
Couldn't let go even to save myself
And even that mold can't let go
Fill my lungs and breathe this sorrow
Sometimes it's just been so long
Just know i can't do this solo
Some things i cling to from the past
Some things i probably shouldn't have
To be honest it's really hard to pass
Couldn't let go even to save myself
And even that mold can't let go
Fill my lungs and breathe this sorrow
Sometimes it's just been so long
Just know i can't do this solo
[verse 1]
I cut myself i breathed it in
I fucked myself from lung to skin
I tell myself it's in the past
But i look back and here i am
I cut myself i breathed it in
I fucked my mind spread my mind thin
Searched yesterday for low-cost ways
That's all to say i'm not okay
[chorus]
Some things i cling to from the past
Some things i probably shouldn't have
To be honest it's really hard to pass
Couldn't let go even to save myself
And even that mold can't let go
Fill my lungs and breathe this sorrow
Sometimes it's just been so long
Just know i can't do this solo
Some things i cling to from the past
Some things i probably shouldn't have
To be honest it's really hard to pass
Couldn't let go even to save myself
And even that mold can't let go
Fill my lungs and breathe this sorrow
Sometimes it's just been so long
Just know i can't do this solo
[verse 2]
You know i can't do this alone
But when i speak it's on the phone
I can't say shit just curl my toes
That sweet release that i chase so
Fucking much that i crave it more
Beautiful sense one two three four
I just want help but i can't ask
Nothing to say feel like an ass
[outro]
J-just like my head i-i'm tryna blow out my-y fuckin' speakers
No you can't come the ride is full i booked a one seater
T-t-two rubber bands that's all i have and my shit's getting weaker
Happy and content i would've died if i didn't meet her
I hate this house so fuck my dad and my mom but i love my three dogs
They mean the world to me kept me alive for so fuckin' long
To my few friends i loved you here but man i wish you'd done more
To my therapist if you were here then maybe i'd not be gone
Everything failed me for so many years i've dealt with all of this shit
There's been like 5 times this past year i've tried and failed to commit
Feel like a fraud with no hard proof that's why i continue to slit
So rest in-in peace i'll finally be when i'm buried in this pit