I watched everything fall into place
I watched everything fall apart
I saw you in times of your worst
And always helped pick the pieces
And in this gun
Lies a bullet with your name
Imprinted on
Maybe this bullet will kiss me
Like you used to
Maybe it will all
Take me back
To whatever we was before this
Whatever this is that we are now
No love left inside
Only fear
Only self hate and suicidal dysphoria
You used to make me happy
But now you make me sad and panic
You told me you hope I die alone
And in reality
That's what'll happen
No love can fill this void
You have created for me
No love in this world
Can fix what you have already broken
Yet my heart is too weak to forget
You took everything from me
Let me go... let me go back...
Let me go back to what we was
Or what made me happy
I can't say that I forgive you
Or that I still love you
You betrayed me so much in this life
And yet you still cling hold of me