Angels fall calling out my name
Every bottle drained
It fills me with shame
It fills me with shame
And I hate the way
I lie straight to your face like I’m ok
But I’m not ok
No one should know what it’s like
To feel the pain that replays in my brain
I’m insane
Yeah I’m not ok
I’m struggling to feel alive
No one should know what it’s like
To feel the pain that replays in my brain
My body’s shaking I can’t keep still
All the rapid thoughts they make me ill
I try to shove it off
But it’s buried deep
I won’t believe that I’ll be saved
With every bottle that makes me sick
And I hate the way
I lie straight to your face like I’m ok
But I'm not ok
No one should know what it’s like
To feel the pain that replays in my brain
I'm insane
Yeah I'm not ok
I'm struggling to feel alive
No one should know what it's like
To feel the pain that replays in my brain
I'm not who I'm supposed to be and you
Aren't you the one who cut me in two?
Maybe I'm to blame
What if I'm to blame?
I cry out
Blackout
The pain is tethered to my brain
That I can mask with a smile that won’t reach my eyes
But it’s a part of me
Forever part of me
And I hate the way
I lie straight to your face like I’m ok
But I’m not ok
No one should know what it’s like
To feel the pain that replays in my brain
I’m insane
Yeah I’m not ok
I’m struggling to feel alive
No one should know what it’s like
To feel the pain that replays in my brain