Have you heard it?
I got this melancholy, don't know how to word it
I cut myself away from people, I'm a burden
I got a debt to pay so maybe I deserve it
You know?
Life is like a high school
The boys all hate me
If I were just like you
I think I'd hate me
Focus on my fuck ups
So you can see me
But you don't see me
For what I can be
I hate every fucking day that I'm alive
Said they fuck with me, I know that that's a lie
She's a pretty girl and I am just a guy
I breathe in the jet fuel from the sky
(I breathe in the jet fuel from the sky)
(I breathe in the jet fuel from the sky)
(I breathe in the jet fuel from the sky)
(I breathe in the jet fuel from the sky)
Delete me, I'm too far gone
You sleep inside, I'm sleeping on the lawn
I hope you like my beats or my songs
I see it all, you treat me like a pawn
Still waiting for my crowd to come find me
I'm the catcher in the rye but I'm a phony
I been talking to the walls because they show me
Yeah I stay alive, I do it for the old me
Feel my heart, it's bleeding
Hope this feeling is a season
Fuck my life, and fuck my region
I don't trust you for a reason
Yeah I only trust my brother
I will never trust another
I don't care about myself
New day, walk me into hell