[intro: king gordy]
Yes! step inside the heart of darkness! take a walk with me! uhh!
[verse 1: king gordy]
My mind drifts into obscurity, my thoughts be pure to me, often taunted insecurities
But i digress, it wasn't meant but i'm unsure, you see
She was a cure for the disease that i have fought with currently
Her violet dress moves gently in the breeze
It was meant to be a tease, she was meant to be with me
Yes, and i confess, it was as simple as it seems
This could really be a dream but my mental makes her scream
And now i'm depressed, i have stunning wisdom but i'm stuck with tunnel vision
Suffer from troubled conditions in my younger livin' years
Spillin' tears from the unforgiven, things still appear really weird
But it wasn't mentioned, but it was unintentional, her loving gets me full
Her comfort, it's my fuel, she's unbelievable
Now i must admit it, i'm willin' to kill for her attention
And that's exactly what i did as i sit here in this prison reminiscin'
[chorus: illtemper]
Need some clarity, need an explanation
Why i can't ignore creations my head is makin'
What's real or fake, not educated
Try to sleep at night but the bed is shakin'
Need some clarity, need an explanation
Why i can't ignore creations my head is makin'
What's real or fake, not educated
Try to sleep at night but the bed is shakin'
[verse 2: illtemper]
Certain things chirpin' in chest nervously palpitates
I'm urgently searchin' for balance, have i found my place?
Out of date, expired desire turn to sour grapes
Which feel so unvalidated, my brain's in outer space (outer space)
Time to trigger tiny whispers, i get it
I'm cuckoo nutty, buddy, got creatures that live in my noodle
My youth, i used to shoot hoops, now as a dude who gets dunked on
By delusions movin' in, they pass, the visions are brutal
Genetics may be the death of this gravely pill chewer
Sutures, vertical scars, hopin' that i get killed sooner
Burdened fake delusions of grandeur, i feel super
Man of steel complex ain't lookin' good for ill's fuure
Screamin' on the plane off, they will boo
And just start seein' medusas as the filth spews up
Fear lays, come on, is this a real place?
Built into a nut job with such odd behaviors, the thrill infuse us
[chorus: illtemper]
Need some clarity, need an explanation
Why i can't ignore creations my head is makin'
What's real or fake, not educated
Try to sleep at night but the bed is shakin'
Need some clarity, need an explanation
Why i can't ignore creations my head is makin'
What's real or fake, not educated
Try to sleep at night but the bed is shakin'