[Verse 1]
You think you know me all so well
Remember thoughts that I would never tell
Is it fate that we were left alone and couldn't help ourselves?
I don't want to let you go
I'm just scared to be alone
I'm still holding on cause nothing feels this perfect when you're gone
[Chorus]
I'm falling out of my head again
And I'm so hung up on you
I'm trying not to stare again
But I'm not sure what to do
When I'm with you
[Verse 2]
I'm coming off as second best
Your cover ups are just a fucking mess
But I'm still standing here 'cause
I've got no worth and I've lost all self respect
I think it's time to let you go
When I feel I'm more alone
I'm still holding on cause
I'm the one that's losing all control
[Chorus]
I'm falling out of my head again
And I'm so hung up on you
I'm trying not to stare again
But I'm not sure what to do
When I'm with you
[Bridge]
It's my fault
You're not here
I'm addicted to pain
I found hate in myself
That I'll never escape
It's my fault you're not here
I'm addicted to pain
I found hate in myself
I'll never escape
[Chorus]
I'm falling out of my head again
And I'm so hung up on you
I'm trying not to stare again
But I'm not sure what to do
When I'm with you
[Outro]
It's my fault you're not here
I'm addicted to pain (when I'm with you)
I found hate in myself
That I'll never escape
It's my fault you're not here
I'm addicted to pain