Hook:
I've been dying to myself and picking up my cross
They know i really changed, and i’m real about my walk
They seen my demonstration, they know i'm real when i talk
I've been speaking to the trenches, i’m trying to reach the lost
Verse 1
Before i gave my life to christ, i was on a different path
13 when i jumped off that porch, thank god i didn’t crash
Prison only thing that’s saved me, cause i was living fast
If i ain’t go to jail i probably would of been zipped up in a bag
Or could of caught a life case
Ima risk taker, ill gamble with my life and let the dices shake
We was outside and off the porch, since myspace
Repented for my sins, change my ways cause i wasn't heading in the right way
I relate to these trenches cause i know how being in these streets feel
If my raps wasn’t facts my homies would expose me or the streets will
Was really thugging in the field, really took some plea deals
If you want to play with that fire, you gone see how that heat feel
I was on that 4 yard where i left baby bang em at
They gave me 100 with a l, but got faith he gone make it back
Free cash, free pacslim, and free bang em skrap
Can’t forget quan, but it’s celebration when yall make it back
Verse 2
God showed me the way, i didn't just find it myself
I was lost in this world till i stated finding myself
If this walk was really easy, i'd be lying to myself
Didn't want to bear my cross, but kept dying to myself
I can realte to the trenches, cause i know the feeling of being lost
I can relate to seeking vengence, i know the feeling of being crossed
Found my identiy in christ, and i been picking up my cross
Even when i fall short, still commited to this walk
God blessed me with my big bro dontae, that’s my cuz homie
Embraced me as a lil brother in christ and just loved on me
Hogmob my brothers shout out to sevin that’s my blood homie
And ima pay it forward cuhs i appreciate what y’all done for me
Caught my self slipping, putting my homies own in prison
I wasn’t getting my hands dirty but i’ll have deeski send it
I was condoning what they was doing then i felt convicted
But i died to myself, i asked for forgiveness and then repented