[verse 1]
Ice blue water
You pull me under
And i can’t pretend i can breathe
You walk right through me
I thought you knew me
But with you
It is never as it seems
[chorus]
And i don’t want to chase you anymore
I don’t want to find myself at your door
Forget all of the things i said before
Because i don’t want to love you anymore, more
[verse 2]
Yeah i swim in it
Convinced your indifference
Is only a product of your scars
But every time we get too close
He gains i stand to lose the most
[pre-chorus]
In the riptide of his axis binding spell
So i make myself a promise
It’s not worth it being honest
It’s time now to protect myself
[chorus]
And i don’t want to chase you anymore
Yeah i don’t want to find myself at your door
Forget all of the things i said before
Cause i don’t want to love you anymore
[bridge]
I needed a reason
Throw me overboard
Throw me
I needed to
See his heart
Clearly
And the shards of glass
That always cut me
[chorus]
So i don’t really chase him anymore
At times i thought he’d show up at my door
And say i’m sorry for the things i did before
I tried but couldn’t love you like you deserve