Look away as I am speaking
It's your eyes that make me uneasy
I feel lost, observed, and anxious
There are eyes in all directions
They are here, observing me
They're judging every single step I take
The way I look, the way I stare
My shape, my voice, my sound, my face
They're speaking, loud and clear
No shame in sight, they make me sick
It's hard to breathe with eyes on me
I'm counting every second till they blink
Look away as I am speaking
It's your eyes that make me uneasy
I feel lost, observed, and anxious
There are eyes in all directions
What even is the point
If y'all are just going to turn around
I contain my fear of light
Through a wave of violence
Maybe that's my intention
Maybe I want to be looked at
An excuse to cause more harm
Acting just like how I want