Shadowed by the clouds of doubt, my determined disbelief
Bounded by the need to break down everything I once believe
Trapped inside a meaning that I cannot figure out
Held down by the reasons that haunt me whenever you’re around
You can’t believe it
You are not even dead
There are no symptoms
It’s just in your head
Crawling out from underneath a wall I built inside my head
Counting every friend I’ve lost along the path of the dead
Raging into nothingness for something unregained
Begging for emptiness that I always have retained
You can’t believe it
You’re not even dead
There are no symptoms
It’s just in your head
It’s all in your head
It’s all in your head
It’s all in your head
It’s all in your head
I can’t help it
I dream of suicide
There’s no stopping
This pain that boils inside me
There is just a pile of dust
When the storm comes
I will go where I must