(One, two, three, four)
Got a head start
But ended up in last place
I don't wanna forget your face
And now everybody's better than me, oh
I wish I could find a way to see
'Cause you know that I won't make it far
But I imagine us sitting in a bar in ten years
And I'd tell you all the things you don't wanna hear
You smile, nod, and I hear you sigh
I take it as my cue to say goodbye
La-da-da-da
And then I'd hear you say goodbye
Thought saying goodbye would set me free
But now you haunt me in my sleep
Cannot find the things I never said
So I write you songs instead
That was not a goodbye
La-da-da-da
Been thinking too loud
Can't find my head
Every word you said still lives in my bed
Leftover texts that I never read
Still checkin' your page
Like I'm breaking a sweat
You said "move on" but I never quite did
I write you out but you won't stay hid
I'm playing it cool but I'm off my grid
If silence is gold, then I'm counterfeit
La-da-da-da
And I know I won't get anything out of it