[Chorus]
I still see the past in the present
I think being alive is not so pleasent
But at least I have learned a lot of lessons
From the times that I was treated like a peasent
I can ruin my own life, it'll take seconds
I don't want your love, that is a venom
I don't think that God will wait for me in heaven
Life is kinda bittersweet just like a lemon
I still see the past in the present (In the present)
I think being alive is not so pleasent (Not so pleasent)
But at least I have learned a lot of lessons (A lot of lessons)
From the times that I was treated like a peasent (Like a peasent)
I can ruin my own life, it'll take seconds (It'll take seconds)
I don't want your love, that is a venom (That is a venom)
I don't think that God will wait for me in heaven (In heaven)
Life is kinda bittersweet just like a lemon (Just like a demon)
[Verse]
Living my way
There's a lot of overstimulation in my brain
I'm a terrified soul, I will never be safe
I have always been a pussy, I will never be brave
Let the tears flow on my face like a lake
Deep down I know that nothing will change
Do I really exist or am I just fake?
I can't even feel my soul, let alone feel my face