(verse 1: kerser)
Look alright cause i'm lost in the world dark night in my world
Me and my girl park lights smoke a twirl harsh life go to hell
A dumb junkie yeah i'm on some bad shit
It's gotten worse i've lost my love for rap shit
At least i know this need to find a way out yeah
Cunt to tell me there's a brighter way out yeah
Well i ain't find it so i'll give you my life right
Well what my life like right now it's the right time
Every up and comer they comparing to me
But do i'm on a level of my own it's rarely been seen
I'm on drugs 24 slash 7 or more
People walking out the door they can't take it at all
Yeah that hurts cause they had my fucking back for years
But the problem's gotten rotten so the crack can clear
My mind with a toke write a note rhyme it in a sounding note
Coughing in a cloud of smoke lucky that you found me though
I'll drop my album by the end of the year
And go to rehab when it drops and try to remember i'm here
I won't hear your feedback i'll be in the clinic
Won't leave till i get clean and then i'll finish what i came here to do
Take the game and i'll move to the top when i do it's true
I'm the who the who that they've been talking about until it's released
I'm going on with the drugs till i really can't speak
For the next 6 months probably see me rip up kick ass cause the rock turns to puddles when it's lit up
Pill popper codeine for the come down
I took it too far it's way beyond some fun now
I need the pressure so i'm making it public
The fans will help but the haters can suck dick
The album's heavy man it's telling the truth
I'll let you know what to go i'll fuck and spell it to you
The beats i've been making are the shit for this dark place
I had to hit the drugs to compete in this fast race
Hard to explain but i'm needing a change
Labels look but won't touch cause the freedom to say
What i want on a track means more to me
Plus i'm always out drunk and disorderly
You can call it weak cause you touch it on weekends
I hit them from the start all the way to the weekend
Many opportunities i'm letting them slip
I get clean back to business i ain't ready for this
But in the meantime i can spiral out of control
If i don't make it through know that i'll doubt my goal
Cause that's the only thing i need it's the air that i breathe
Practice study then i'm happy ride the snare on the beat
Or maybe the bassline hit your head break spines
Run and rap fuck your nose trust me brah it takes time
When you hear it make it clear i can't tell
Cause all the drugs make it seem like a harsh hell
I must yell and i'm admitting i need help
Until i get it i'ma stay here and breathe