[verse]
Do i look like i've been crying?
Are my eyes welling up?
I must look like i've been tired
Haven't slept well enough
[pre-chorus]
You're kissing her in the bathroom stall
While i'm wandering up and down the hall
Take a walk outside before it gets cold
[chorus]
This music's been too loud
I can't think straight anymore
And i can't figure out why i keep staring at the floor
I'm acting so you don't see through me
Feeling like it's the end of the movie
Didn't believe you when you told me
Heartbreaking news at the party
[verse]
I wouldn't have it any other way
I'm doing so okay
And i promise i'm not lying
I promise i'm not crying
[pre-chorus]
I'm fighting tears in the bathroom stall
I was living off the thrill of it all
Now i can't let go, i know i won't
[chorus]
This music's been too loud
I can't think straight anymore
And i can't figure out why i keep staring at the floor
I'm acting so you don't see through me
Feeling like it's the end of the movie
Didn't believe you when you told me
Heartbreaking news at the party
[bridge]
I wanted a movie scene ending
But not like this
Never thought i'd end up pretending
Since i was a little kid
I don't tend to act out
But it's all i can do now
I'll hide it until it's gone
[verse/outro]
I cried the whole way home
I don't know how i can choose
Between feeling how i want or
Performing just for you
I'm burying all my emotions
Acting different but just for a moment
Didn't believe you when you told me
Heartbreaking news at the party