Every thought
Every action
Extends itself from a place of hate
Cold winds
Empty hands
He alone gazed upon lives living, their fate
Don't you remember those days spent sailing
The waves that filled our broken chests?
Don't you remember the wind in our sails
That brought us out to nothingness
Oh how I yearned to feel the wind in my hair
As I cast away, I cast away the world
To the waves, I throw pictures of my old past
Never memories, never images built to last (repeat)
Sit alone, you wait, you stay, you try, but you know that he’s never coming back for you again. (repeat)
If I attempt to remember
If I attempt to remember
If I attempt to remember
If I attempt to remember those days I get this awful feeling of dread
The weights hook themselves to my insides
My heart struggles once more to find a reason to beat, to find a reason to sleep
So I’ll forget about it and set off, set sail, for now
I’ll lose sight of those distant horizons at sea
And the fact that it was never you who helped us depart
It was always on me