"Wait. What, what do you want Joel? I don't know just wait, just wait, I don't know, I want you to wait for me, just a little while. Okay. Really? I'm not a concept Joel, I'm just a fucked up girl who's looking for my own piece of mind. I'm not perfect. I can't see anything that I don't like about you. Really I can't. but you will, but you will. You will think of things, and I'll get bored of you and feel trapped, cause that's what happens with me. Okay. Okay."
You're slipping away from my shaking hands
Trying to hold the hopes that dissolve into what ifs and whys
They end as wisps that dance above my head
In the harrowing clouds above you whispered those songs that once felt so close
I tried to dance along but my feet were planted
In a motionlessness that eclipsed my heart
The breathing we felt was no longer there
Spinning around to the sound of
Trumpets calling to the days we were whole
Calling to what could have been
Where are the days we were promised
I don't dream about you at night anymore
Wandering thoughts have lead me nowhere
What should be the day
Now falls to dusk
And again I find myself stargazing