[mek-9] look me in the eye when you say i'm worthless
How you treat me is down right disgusting
What i thought that could be forever
Has disintegrated to be never
[lil fasty] i feel disgusting every time i hear your voice
I feel disgusting every time i hear your voice
I feel disgusting every time i hear your voice
I feel disgusting every time i hear your voice
I look back on us and realize everything wasn't real
I told you everything i know you couldn't tell me how you feel
I was so sad, so mad, shedding so many tears
I thought i found the one but you're not even fucking real
Why did i waste time trying to figure you out
When i don't know what to do i just try to drown it out
Always time and time again i always think i was going away
I get knocked to the floor like what i did was a sin
If loving you was a crime, i won't take it back again
If time and time again i get hurt the same way
Yeah, loving you was the same
Am i wrong for feeling this way?
I've been disgusted knowing that i wasn't real
I've been disgusted for thinking that i can even try
Why deny when you had so much to hide?
If i die tomorrow at least i know i never fucking lie
[mek-9] look me in the eye when you say i'm worthless
How you treat me is down right disgusting
What i thought that could be forever
Has disintegrated to be never
Ragtime, blood bath, spit shit, cough that
Mix wine, smoke that, adderall take that
Take five, call back, wine drunk mishap
Blink twice, fought that, blank mirror, smash that
Call me when you're drunk just to say you're sorry
But your words left a mark on me, yeah, hardly
Feelin' like ghosting up again call me casper
Last year you were gasping, asking "what was that for?" not sure
I just get anxious and shit
When you start bringing up the past and i'm like
"shit, here we go, trauma dumping dump track"
But fuck, i'm down bad with people who got bad relations
With their parents when they growin' up
Mascara running got me fucked up
Thinkin' about a kid or two
And a family kinda fucked up
Cause when they grow up
Yeah, they'll be asking "what's up?"
Seeing that their parents who were never caring
About how to properly raise their kid
And how they f-f-f-f-f-f-fucked up
Checkin' my phone hopin' i miss your call
Leave a voice message and let it echo through the hall
No headlight night drive, a poles calling my name
I feel disgusting when i think of your name (i feel disgusting when i think of your name)
[lil fasty, mek-9] i feel disgusting every time i hear your voice (i feel disgusting when i think of your name)
I feel disgusting every time i hear your voice (i feel disgusting when i think of your name)
I feel disgusting every time i hear your voice (i feel disgusting when i think of your name)
I feel disgusting every time i hear your voice (i feel disgusting when i think of your name)
[mek-9] look me in the eye when you say i'm worthless
How you treat me is down right disgusting
What i thought that could be forever
Has disintegrated to be never (never, never, never, never, never, never)