Every time I say I’m tryna patch my pain
Don’t know why I still feel the same
I feel like I’m going insane
I’m like
Grew up with my daddy we ain’t got no tv
Told me life don’t owe you gotta grind this shit ain’t easy
Ain’t had no silver spoon we was riding with the rhythm
No lights in the room but my vision standing vivid
I still feel it in my heart
I still feel it in my chest
All the shit I been through growing up as a child
I’m still thankful for my daddy he done taught me to be a man
I’m like James you now grown now it time to take your chance
I don’t think they don’t feel me
Are they even listening?
I’m still painting picture they don’t see what I’m seeing
Even if I tell you how I feel would you understand me?
Ain’t asking for no handout I just want you to believe me
Everything I’m chasing now, I planted as a seed
This the life I chose, even tho they disagree
Everytime I try do right they telling me I’m shit
They don’t know my pain, they just judging how I live
They just judge how I live
For them I’m so real
I chase my dream
Tryna find my peace
Tryna find my peace
Grew up with my daddy
We ain’t got no tv
Grind shit ain’t easy
Riding with the rhythm
Vision standing vivid
We was riding with the rhythm
Grind shit ain’t easy