V1
I lose control when the substance hits
Suppressing thoughts that drag me into the pit
My spirit faceplants on the floor again
Life’s too heavy for lungs that barely exist
V2
Who can carry my stress for twenty-four hours?
Who’ll bet their damn life while I’m counting lost hours?
I gamble on my choices till the dice go cold
Life deals cards like a rigged-ass dealer
Lately it’s shitty, worse than anything I’ve ever
I’m crying in hell’s lonely
Bleedin' sadly
V3
Tell me why I’m always eatin’ shit
While other niggas eatin' gold, livin’ rich
I’m bankrupt inside, bleeding on the outside
I’m filled with shadows and doubt
The world takes a shit on the plans that I made
Feels like a mistake I should never make
V4
I take drugs thinkin’ they'll fix me
But in the end, they just leave me lonely
V5
I feel like a kid who died before he lived
Lost everything quickly for what it was worth
Screaming "I'll make them all bleed" in the night
But I’m just a victim losing the fight
Alon in the night
Can't even fight
Screaming without a sound