V1
I hate the silence when the day goes black
Too tired to stand, no road, no path
Told myself tomorrow would pull me back
But dawn showed up and didn’t give a damn back
V2
I try to rise up, but something drags me low
A voice in my head keeps screaming, “don’t go”
Another whispers “stay,” trying to freeze my steps
But I walk out anyway just to silence the mess
V3
Life serves pain in every flavor you taste
Choose your poison, choose your waste
Salt is the interest, the debt you owe
Sweet is the moment life lets you grow
Salt kills the sweet till it’s buried in dirt
You taste a little sugar then you choke on the hurt
Life laughs in your face like “deal with this shit first”
V4
I watch them laugh while my nights drown slow
Tears in the dark where nobody goes
Fighting alone with a silent bleed
Watching them climb while I trip on my feet
They’re winning their race, I’m stuck in my shit
Hanging by a thread in my personal hell I can’t fix for shit
V5
When I remember a good day, I wait for the fall
Can’t erase the past but I can rebuild the wall
Frozen in memories like a kid in a maze
Searching for an exit, stuck for years
Chasing a way out of this heavy life
Looking for peace looking for knife where can he goes