[Verse 1]
Alright come on
Popped a jolly in a soda, and I told her it’s medicine
Skinny from the stress, all I got adrenaline
I don’t know my parents, but I just laugh and play it cool
I’m always skipping meals and skipping school
I don’t even get high now, them pills get me sick
I just skipped a meal, every pill a quick fix
I hate my own-self, what the fuck is my name
Ribs showing through the skin, I got money it ain’t the same
Mind all these problems, I can’t even make a cent
All of my friends can’t be the people that I vent
I hate myself, but I don’t wanna be absent
I debated over drugs, now I look like a President
[Verse 2]
I have social anxiety, I always fear crowds
I look fucking stupid all up in a crowd
I write pen in notebook, I just wanna survive
I’m from 402, you either die or survive
Girlfriend say eat more, but my mind is so tight
I haven’t even seen myself, ever since that night
I hate looking corny, but i’m feeling worse
Lack of help, and my body lookin’ cursed