[Chorus]
Xanax and molly speedballin', she said, "Slow down", it's hard at this velocity
The life that I chose will get fucked up quick, so you probably be safer if you not with me
Come pop this pill if you rock with me
Come eat my heart, be apart of me
All of your words carry weight
And I can’t get this weight from on top of me
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She really be scared for my health, but my money all good, so she good if I'm gone
I told her, "If I do not wake up, then baby don't cry, but just carry me on"
The drugs get me out of my zone
But also they carry me home
They gave me a whole new light
I really gotta carry my own
I've always been the one for me
I know what I want and I know what I need
She know no one will treat her no better than me
She cried when I told her it's better to leave
Nothing hurts worse than breaking her trust
But nothing feels better than breaking it up
I think it's my silence that's saying enough
She know how I feel without bringing it up
[Chorus]
I'm sorry I'm not everything and my life isn't everything all what you wanna be
The life that I chose will get fucked up quick, so you'll probably be safer if you not with me
Come pop this pill if you rock with me
Come eat my heart, be apart of me
All of your words carry weight
And I can’t get this weight from on top of me