It’s getting harder and harder to watch
Every self destructive flaw
But I can’t seem to communicate
That i’m worried and upset
And i haven’t seen you for
Five of the seven days this week
I know your schedule’s busy
When you’re drinking down the street
And i know that you sleep
40 feet from where i eat
And i won’t wake you up
Even if i fucking scream
Punching the wall
You heard it all
But it got muffled in your sheets
Losing your mind
Burning my mouth
Because I couldn’t take the heat
One by one you’ve pushed them away
They can’t hurt you if you won’t feel a thing
And my biggest fear is that
Noone will notice
The day you disappear
I can’t help but worry
Will I miss your same 3 stories
That you always would repeat
Day after day after day
So tell me how i’m supposed to leave
When i’m all that you’ve got left
We’re suffocating in the distance between us
We’re dying alone together
And i’d pack all my things
But i couldn’t break the lease
And i won’t Pick you up
When they confiscate your keys
I’ll cross my arms
I’ll close my eyes
Don’t check my room I’m not inside
When you’re around
I’m out of town
I’m giving up you know i tried
One by one you’ve pushed them away
They can’t hurt you if you don’t feel a thing
And my biggest fear is that
Noone will notice
The day you disappear
I know it works both ways
And i haven’t pulled my weight
But i’m trying to break my habit of waiting for everyone else to initiate
Every social interaction
Every awkward conversation
One by one you’ve pushed them away
They can’t hurt you if you can’t feel a thing
And my biggest fear is that
Noone will notice
The day you disappear
One by one you’ve pushed them away
They can’t hurt you if you can’t feel a thing
And my biggest fear is that
Noone will notice
The day you disappear