I don’t wanna think these thoughts
What would people think if they saw
The schadenfreude in my heart
Was I this fucked from the start?
I don’t feel bad if you’ve got it coming
Run your mouth or you’re up to something
Maybe I’ll reap what I sow
But I just can’t let this go
Over and over again
Replaying every irritation you said
I don’t know why you’ve got me stressing
I just need to know you learned your lesson
Fake superiority
You hold it over me
I crave the thrill of revenge
Let’s get obsessive again
Flat earth, zipper merge, got me thinking bout the purge
I don’t wanna think these thoughts
What would people think if they saw
The schadenfreude in my heart
Was I this fucked from the start?
I don’t feel bad if you’ve got it coming
Run your mouth or you’re up to something
Maybe I’ll reap what I sow
But I just can’t let this go
I’m the devil on your shoulder that said
Wouldn’t suck too bad if you’re dead
Push me out of frame
You’ve got no one to blame
Your brain is a kiddy pool
Leaking darkness and lighter fuel
I’ve got the match in hand
Let’s get neurotic again
Ronald Reagan rot in Hell, Epstein didn’t kill himself
I don’t wanna think these thoughts
What would people think if they saw
The schadenfreude in my heart
Was I this fucked from the start?
I don’t feel bad if you’ve got it coming
Run your mouth or you’re up to something
Maybe I’ll reap what I sow
But I just can’t let this go