Stay strong through hard times we don't crumble under pressure
Bro kept it real he kept it humble in his letter
Told my dad it's gonna get better
Tell you the truth i don't know if it is
I don't know how to live i came to jail at 16
Looking back i was a kid imagine this
Feeling happy in the pad with a spliff
Tobacco in the rizz light it up i'm getting lit
Pad spin i'm getting nicked
Now i'm tryna flood the rids for all the stuff that i've missed
All my old friends have all got a job and got kids
Young g's wanna be a trapper like midge
Or a rapper like mist
I'm a rapper like me
When i shoot i don't miss
Peddle bike days when i was young doing trips
Never thought that i'd be broke on the wing doing hits
Compensating with a lifer out the window with a spliff
When i asked him how it feels he said it is what it is
Now he wants to book a visit when he wants to see his kids
But it doesn't really happen coz his baby mums a bitch
Every time they come they're growing up and getting big
And now they're asking questions what he done and what he did
How's he meant to tell his daughter that the body didn't blink
I'm just giving you the truth coz this is really how we live
So fuck what you think
Rats got smoked like i put them in a rizz
I smoked my man but i didn't put him in a spliff
They say my hearts cold like i put it in the fridge
They told me don't risk it but took another risk
We take risks with no rewards i'll probably never get awards
The gun kicks like a horse, we had load like a hoard
Before jail up and down the map doing tours
I've been about like a whore
I've seen it all, birds eye view like a hawk
Seen people get shot shit now he can't walk
Sentence was meant to get reduced i got more
Now i've got to do a course and i don't like to talk
So when they ask me if i'm good i say of course
I really got it out the mud like a stalk
I got it popping like a cork now they're watching what i'm doing like my life's on record
Judge put me on pause got me living on the fours
Emotional damage what this lifestyle caused
Bullets in my body coz i've been through the wars
If i haven't got a strap i'll go to war with a sword
I really know the plug i can get it from the source
Remember we was broke so we took it by force
Coz the money ran short never fold
Stick to the code like a sort
We drop mission after mission and he didn't get abort
Then i went to court 3 straps i got caught
Double figure prisoner i've never been abroad
I had a bully not an xl touch me you'll get morgued
Banging hammers like i'm thor
I'm robin hood robbing from the rich to give the poor
Can you imagine all the shit that i saw
It gets scary like saw
But i only fear the lord fuck the law it's not sweet
If i said i've got corn pop it like it's popcorn
Done it with a long shot gun it's not sawn
My life's been fucked from the day i got born
My big bro told me be on point like a thorn
If there's a price on your life then you need to get insured
I'm doing laps every day on the yard like a chore
I left jail in a week i had a 9 and a score
Move right or you get left in the morgue
I left jail in a week i had a 9 and a score
Move right or you get left in the morgue
Talking the talk coz i'm walking the walk