My eyes opened reluctantly
I wasn't quite ready to leave
We left and i kept my silence
But i think we both knew what i meant
We held hands and in the back of my mind
I knew that eventually would come the time
But i turned a blind eye until it finally hit me
I wasn't quite ready to sit and wait and see
I guess that's what i get for not believing in the end
I can't believe i listened to myself again
(mon lapinou)
How long do i have before you give up on me?
(it’d take a month or two)
How long do i have before you give up on me?
It doesn't seem that long now, does it?
Now it's time for me to back down
I wanted you to stay
But time had other plans
And we bent to its demands
I could've sworn i saw your smile
Within the cracks of the pavement
But god, i think i need to sleep
That's my secret for me to keep
And until i got back home
I couldn't bring myself to cry
I just wanted to see your face
Clearly for one last time
It's almost like i knew
That our last days were upon us
But god, i think i need to sleep
That's my secret for me to keep
(mon lapinou)
How long do i have before you give up on me?
(it’d take a month or two)
How long do i have before you give up on me?
It doesn't seem that long now, does it?
(mon lapinou)
How long do i have before you give up on me?
(i wish i could see you)
(i wanted you to stay)
You can't tell when your life is
Coming at you quickly
All you can do about it
Is sit and whine about me
I wish i could forget you
Knowing that'll hurt me
I dont know what i could do
Without you by my side
I know i shouldn't drag this
Or harp on the things that i'll miss
But it just feels oh so worthless
Without you by my side
I'm pulling teeth for something else
I'm wishing we could go to hell
I can't believe i listened to myself again
I'm pulling teeth for something else
I'm wishing we could go to hell
I can't believe i listened to myself again