A turmoil has bloomed and swept the memoir
There's nothing but static in here
Her deadpan stare is reminiscent of homemade knifeplay
So tenderly spoken
Imagery evoker
Silently broken
Margery follower
It is not meant to be towering, but meaningful instead
No matter how much i try sorting this out, something is left
I feel dehumanized with no solution
Girl i've been such an idiot for years
I guess there's a little chance i have improved
Just a little bit since then
Girl we were such big dreamers those days
We would spend our little time in tiny gifts
That are now drowned in incompetence
But i'm trying
You're trying
And if you're trying
I'm trying oh you ain't trying shit
You asked for the stars to take care of me
And how on earth did i pay you?
My mind is a mess, it lingers and wails
The blackout taunts me
I don't have the right to ask for a chance
I wish you'd tell me what to do
I will cause a stain in all that i touch
It's so exhausting
In a perfect world there shouldn't be any people like me
Underneath my skin there's just a blank space
Girl i've been such an idiot for years
I guess there's a little chance i have improved
Just a little bit since then
Girl we were such big dreamers those days
We would spend our little time in tiny gifts
That are now drowned in incompetence
But i'm trying
You're trying
And if you're trying
I'm trying oh you ain't trying shit