"someday it will work out"
I said it but i didn't mean it
I knew i had to change
But was never gonna find a reason
Only i could save me from myself
Took long for me to understand it
But now i'm slowly breaking through
There's no more space for your deceptions
Every night i'd lie awake
And figure out what change to make
Tried a lot, but none of them seemed to work out
'cause every time i'd cry i'd run right back
Never thinking straight then got side-tracked
Why'd i ever trust in my misleading gut?
You're all over the place
Here on memory lane
Run down, think i'm being chased
Will always be the same
I just couldn't let you go, on my own i felt alone
Guess i tried to change the past by forgetting who i was
Know my disinterest will last
From now on i will abstain, but you're everywhere
On memory lane
Thought i'd never find love
So i used your lies as my distraction
Now i won't waste my time with you
'cause reality is so much better
Enjoy time with myself
There's no one there who tries to judge me
And i'll let passion guide my way (passion guide my way)
Won't listen to their expectations
Every day the same young fool
I played but didn't know the rules
A twisted game that just couldn't end well
Every time i tried to let you go
At some point i'd run against a wall
And your prickly arms would soothe me, not for long
You're all over the place
Here on memory lane
Run down, think i'm being chased
Will always be the same
I just couldn't let you go, on my own i felt alone
Guess i tried to change the past by forgetting who i was
Know my disinterest will last
From now on i will abstain, but you're everywhere
On memory lane
You still try to come back
Still try to break free
I won't get caught inside your trap
I can't just deny you
Can't just ignore you
Became a fragment of my past
You're not completely gone
You still knock on my door
But now i'm over it for good
Can't trick me into it
Won't get under my skin
Yeah, i am over it for good
You're all over the place
Here on memory lane (here on memory lane)
Run down, think i'm being chased
Will always be the same
I just couldn't let you go, on my own i felt alone
Guess i tried to change the past by forgetting who i was
Know my disinterest will last
From now on i will abstain, but you're everywhere
On memory lane