I've come to the conclusion that life is 1 let down after another
It seems that getting out of this world is that i have to look forward to anymore
When i was 15 i got pregnant from a guy who said he loved me
He quickly found out and dumped me for my sister
I couldn't tell my parents, so i tried to give myself an abortion with a coat hanger
The good news is that it succeeded
The bad news is that i can never have children and i am deformed so badly i can never have sex again
From the age of 5 to 13 my father and my uncle [?]
I was in a car accident, killing my mum and causing me to lose the use of my left arm from a large piece of wood that impaled me from one of the fences we ran into
No girl likes me because of my scars and dead arm that is going to be amputated soon
I'd try and again and kill myself but i have a few felony charges that are floating around my miserable life
I'm on [?] right now and all i want to do is od and die
I came from fucked up family
Got [?] for child support from some bitch
Been paying for 14 years now
I never see me kid
I lost 25 thousand dollars in the stock market this year
I was diagnosed with a brain tumour and i lost my job
We lost our house and i lost all my possessions to the pawn shop
It took me 2 years of working to [?]
4 weeks ago today i was 31 weeks pregnant
My husband and my