Despite the warmth
All nightmares unite
Deep hate feels like
A mourning sunrise
A knot in the stomach
A knife in one hand
I'd rather stick my neck out
Than bury it in the sand
I am not here or now
I always payback somehow
My spirit is broken and twisted
I bent over and got fisted
Merit now some silence for me
The sun denied my sight
I am stuck in this pretentious slum
A grey rock embracing span ignite
For all is seen The world as it is
A raped wormhole That said more please
Doctor told me go practice yoga
Instead I went out for drums and vodka