Drown in your envy
And make them feel guilty
When you can learn from them and grow
Run your mouth again
But they will always be ahead
Keep holding yourself back
It's easier that way
Stuck in the same place still
Waste their time and yours
But they will always be ahead
When it looks like the right time
And everything works out
And all of it seems to be alright
It will not be enough
We cannot be honest
And take another look inside
All of this always seems useless
I just wanna escape my life
Can I run away and hide?
Maybe I'll just end it now
But if you do get there
Then won't you be like them
Or can you not see you're the same?
They run their mouth again
But you will always be ahead
You're stuck up in the past
But they are your future
Do you have any sense of this?
Lemme ask you then
Would you give it up again?
When it looks like the right time
And everything works out
And all of it seems to be alright
It will not be enough
We cannot be honest
And take another look inside
All of this always seems useless
I just wanna escape my life
Can I run away and hide?
Maybe I'll just end it now
If you can find a way to fall
You can find a way to have it all
If you can find a way to fall
You can find a way to have it all