These glossy eyes got a vision of a million
Bad hand after bad hand yet i still win
Covered in mud embracing traits that the filth give
A monster with his back against the wall i start to kill shit
Caught in the clouds and i can see the planet pivoting
One too many pills i’m feeling sick again
Misunderstood i’d rather keep drama to minimum
If they ain’t got my best interest at heart i get rid of them
So many times i heard them sweet lies
Dapping me up give me hugs throwing peace signs
One snitched, one caught pussy the other deep fried
Methamine changed the people i knew since knee high
I don’t show too much emotion when shit pop off here
Playing with my life like who wanna get raw dogged here
Most my childhood friends are all gone off clear
On the porch with a forty talking bout my fears
He a deadbeat, he a jail bird, he an addict
He think he good looking and he’s so charasmatic
Lil womanizer and a narcissistic bastard
Too old to chase his dreams and keep rapping
He a deadbeat, he a jail bird, he an addict
He think he good looking and he’s so charasmatic
Lil womanizer and a narcissistic bastard
Too old to chase his dreams and keep rapping
Another message went over they head
Ain't heard what i said
They caught up with the beat and melodies that i spread
Ayo stilo got cancer and sam do too
My ex girlfriend had and i don’t know if she smooth
There’s a common denominator i’m awful and cruel
Like i’m the virus and i keep spreading it when i move
I want peace i want love i want my influence fruitful
Trying to motivate and stay out the way and be neutral
What a burden filthy is the throne that i sit on
The flame keep flickering catch a glimpse of the vision
A thousand people at my feet and a ring to kiss on
The white gold shining the rains purple with pidgeons
Ayo my aura big xerxes when i pull up they panic
Dancing with these wolves looking for bunnies, carrots and cabbage ptsd get triggered my actions coming off manic
Off with this head syrup sippin filling my chalice
Traveling with the heaviest load i go where the rain go
Overcoming obstacles blood soak my ankles
Im battling demons blood thirsty looking for rainbows
Im trying to paint a picture but they catching my angles
Im a roadrunner surrounded by coyotes and dynamite
A car crash almost took my life and i survived it twice benzodiazapines and this liquor is mighty vice
Popping these pills i keep chewing them like they mic and ike’s
He a deadbeat, he a jail bird, he an addict
He think he good looking and he’s so charasmatic
Lil womanizer and a narcissistic bastard
Too old to chase his dreams and keep rapping
He a deadbeat, he a jail bird, he an addict
He think he good looking and he’s so charasmatic
Lil womanizer and a narcissistic bastard
Too old to chase his dreams and keep rapping