[Verse 1]
I make my own mistakes and it’s like a fucking death sentence
The blade is what i live by, its always there when no one is
Sitting by the water stream, its a calm scene
I have no in between with my feelings
I’m a fuckery. I hope I keep messing up
I’m sorry this is all I talk about, this is not for you
It’s far from music. It’s just a dumb journal I’m sharing
Dead willpower shocked state, does it fucking pass?
Yours probably will, mines couldn’t stall long enough
“Other people have it worse”, quote that never betters me
One task is all I need so I can have my fantasy
Leelah & Eden i’ll see you soon, don’t you worry love
Gore is the main shit I view, so I won’t be surprised when I become the one viewed
Triggering a common occurrence, I'd rather do it to myself than anybody else
The last thing I do will be more selfless than selfish
Lone lacks home, but i’m okay with it, okay with it
More than okay, more than okay
[Verse 2]
I’m sorry that I'm myself
Sent to rest in deadname till the end of time
At least i can’t be there to see it, instead i’ll see my penguins
There’s no point, it doesn’t matter to you
But I'd rather be honest in the last thing I do