[Verse 1: Paloé ]
One thing i realized is life is unexplainable
Procrastination is a fuck up thats inevitable
No one will know that i am the most unique bitch out there
But everybody says that when they're the same
I can't fuck up this sample anymore
Chose to kick the door out and say "imma be mean for now on"
Non-fond of standing up for myself
But other people not an option
For them ill take toxins
As a baby eating suds
Grown still doing that
Forever taking hate rather get punched than get spat
Speaking of, you're hearing that melanin
You loving the hell it
One day ill be selling shit that's not from the government
I know damn well that ill be stupid not making plan B
You graduate, you still ain't popping, how the fuck you paying fees
They say I'm an angel falling from heaven
But appearance doesn't tell me that
I'm a bitch put a "bad" in the beginning
I'm acknowledging my freedom
I'm forever proudly sinning
Niggas steady acting hard knowing they soft like play-doh
Its ok you can join the team
Cause in my book, we stay winning shit by any means
Never get your hopes up right now
It takes you down more than you ever been
Living by taking medicine not just physically
Epiphany trauma won't get ahead of me
I don't know my pedigree much I might do ancestry.com
Whatever bad you think of the dead it's all of a façade
[Verse 2: MadDave]
I need you more than you need me
I know I seem carefree, but here's the key
It's the only way I know how to be
It's the secret of why I'm so happy
I want you to take me seriously
It's hard to open my eyes and see
That it's hard to be alive to some degree
That's why there's never a guarantee
I don't know why I feel this way
Maybe it's my robot brain
Standing here waiting in the rain
Our conversations leave a stain
Sometimes I feel there's a way to feel sane
And yet still feel so sad inside
But there's just no way to contain
And you can't say I didn't try
[Verse 3: Paloé]
Misery can't live forever, create something that will
Not a murderer, but for myself, I'll be that kill
Pretty alt girl, lyricism confidence well, working on that
Trying to get it out in one piece
No lease, getting bagged peacefully
Shit is sensitive more than it's ever been
Engulfing in what is impossible to get out
I hope she feels better soon. That's what they all say
Waking up outta sleep, its like locking in to work
I can't handle financial problems i know i'm a cheapskate
A burden to everybody a reason i can not stay