(Intro: Retz)
I used to feel lonely now I feel nothing
Victim to a bottle of my known self-destruction
Tickets to my downfall courtroom judgment
Three years sober five weeks fuck it
(Verse 1: Retz)
I just need a cure and a substance
I just need a drink with some pills and a comfort
On another world I still represent the southern
I feel so out of place so it's scary when I come in
I can feel the hate in a world turning loveless
People want the truth but those people won't confront it
Kids getting raped by the people meant to love them
Seen it all the time probably seen it in your suburb
(Chorus: Retz)
Used to feel lonely now I feel nothing
Victim to a bottle of my known self-destruction
Tickets to my downfall courtroom judgment
Three years sober five weeks fuck it
(Verse 2: Retz)
This thottie he said it's cooter baby I don't wanna touch it
I ain't here to shoot it baby I just wanna run it
I just wanna move it baby I don't wanna love it
See the way she moving baby damn I gotta touch it
I got hot and cold coming straight up off the boat
Cocaine or smack baby I can get you both
Sitting in the clinic saying this the way it goes
Visits to a grave think of who gone buy the rose
(Outro: Retz)
Used to feel lonely now I feel nothing
Victim to a bottle of my known self-destruction
Tickets to my downfall courtroom judgment
Used to feel lonely now I feel nothing
Victim to a bottle of my known self-destruction
Three years sober five weeks fuck it