Well I talked in sober conversations
Still finding explanations
The fire that once burned in my head was in front of me
Smell of smoke stuck on my clothes
Evoking times of me throwing stones
The fairy lights remind me of fourteen
Let me look away
Let me feel guilt, let me feel shame
And I fucking hate eye contact
But doesn’t feel the same
As it used to
Through all these years I can say my heart will keep on beating
As much as I wish it could stop forever more
Life isn’t right when I’m the only one speaking
Sing to these walls that have heard every word I’ve wrote before
About you