Crushed by the weight of the past
Drowning with my regrets
I'll never truly get back, the love that I can't forget
Memories bringing back the dread, shattering like glass in my head
Anguish spreads from this curse, pulling me into the dirt
The nightmare begins again, agony bleeds from my wrist
Begging to reach the end, I don't want to exist
Pressure falls on me refusing to let me breath
The tide is rising up
I cry out and it's not enough
Begging for sweet release, eternal rest set me free from pain and misery but until that day the weight crushes me