[intro]
(what up, noc?)
(damn, yak)
[chorus]
I'm staring at the mountain while i'm counting up a ten
I made it through the struggle, i won't go through that again
I do better by myself, i ain't tripping 'bout no friends
I already had the bands, now i need to get some m's, yeah
I'm scared to fail, but that don't mean i ain't gon' try
Who would have thought that one day, this could be my life?
Out the dark, i fucked around and made some light
I peep these niggas plottin', but i play it like i'm blind
[verse]
I'm tryna leave the streets alone and focus on my music
The devil telling me i can't, but i know i can do it
I'm trying to stay away from folks, i know i bring influence
And when i'm pourin' up that drink, it's a four in my fluid
Thoughts racing, heart breaking, i'm all out of feelings
I'm missing all my niggas, got me coping with different prescriptions
Life ain't easy, but i got some blessings, god just made me different
People say i'm gifted, but i'm feeling like it's something missing
Every day i'm steady fading, ho, i'm out of breath
Weight up on my shoulders getting heavy, i just want to rest
I know some killers want me dead, i gotta keep my leg
I'm tryna stay up out the way and go collect my check
I don't smoke no green, i pop beans, nigga, fuck you mean?
If you ain't put your feet up in these streets, you can't join the team
Ar pistol, keep it on my lap for niggas tryna reach
I'm like a bad tailor, when i up this cutter, i fuck up your scene
[chorus]
I'm staring at the mountain while i'm counting up a ten
I made it through the struggle, i won't go through that again
I do better by myself, i ain't tripping 'bout no friends
I already had the bands, now i need to get some m's, yeah
I'm scared to fail, but that don't mean i ain't gon' try
Who would have thought that one day, this could be my life?
Out the dark, i fucked around and made some light
I peep these niggas plottin', but i play it like i'm blind