[intro: j. robert oppenheimer & nate dawg]
We knew the world would not be the same
Few people laughed
Few people cried
Most people were silent
(lac, lac)
I remembered the line from the hindu scripture, the bhagavad gita
Vishnu
Was trying to persuade the prince that
He should do his duty
And, to impress him
Takes on his multi-armed form, and says
"now i am become death, the destroyer of worlds"
Yuh, ayy, ooh, yuh
I suppose we all thought that, one way or another
[verse 1: nate dawg]
Thought it woulda worked out, but it never did
Too slumped to get out, so i pop another sedative
Rap scene rough, everyone so competitive
Profits are positive, but my thoughts are negative
[?] mind, i don't even know
If i down a bottle, wanna waste a hoe
And another, and another, man i am [?]
Until i wake up in my own vomit on the flo'
Blood [?] twisted like i am a dread head
Wanna give my life and lay in my bed head
Flexin' like i got money, count this bread head
Though might become negative and goin' in the red head
On my shoulders are the angel and the devil
They all settled the beef to fight this battle
But it seems like the devil is winnin' this war
Hurtin' my pride, i feel rotten to the core
Not good an apple, i hear a [?]
The devil lets me down and slaps in the shackles
Life's so annoying, they just toying
With me just for their enjoyment
You say you lurk, why you have a smirk?
You laughin' to yourself, we get it, you a jerk
I'ma pop a perc, 'bout to go berzerk
Tryna fight the pain, i hope this will work
(work, work, work, work)
[verse 2: n!c & scalladosis]
I'm always dead in the face
'cause i'm (yung walking corpse), using a mace
For torture, get in your head
Saying deep thoughts like "i love you"
And that i just want you, huh
But i'll shove you in the dirt
My heart feeling heavy, i'm so hurt
But i'm lurkin' in the shadows, ridin' in the chevy
As i battle suicide for my boys every day
My mind rattles like woody woodpecker
Wrote all these love letters
But then i just burn 'em down
Make 'em fail and i fell for the gas lit
Hoodie up with my mask on
Skin alive every motherfucker, i don't care
I peel their face and uh
Add the casket and i shove y'all motherfuckin' bastards in there
Build up all my anger, yeah
I'm the new stranger to her
And i fuckin' arrange her insides (ayy)
Every time i fuckin' see her (yuh, yuh, yuh)
[verse 3: scalladosis]
How can i ever go back to before? (how?)
Before i fucked up, i can’t do this anymore
I’m feelin' like an apple, how there’s poison in my core
And i don’t know why looking happy feels like a chore
I thought it would work, this i did not intend
Your words are not reachin' me, you didn’t hit send
And i’m fuckin' broken, someone help me mend
I’m seein' a pattern here, i’m noticin' a trend
Shut the fuck up with that talkin, bitch, can it
I’m too high, i’m offa this planet, ayy
All this shit got me hardened up, feel like granite
Blowin' up, doin some damage, ayy
I’m tryna get rid of all this negativity
Been tryna read all the signs she been givin' me
Opened my eyes and i got an epiphany
I’ma spaz on anyone in the vicinity (ayy, ayy)
Cuts all on my fuckin' body
She cannot fix me, don’t know what to say to this shawty (phew, phew)
Got a kick like teriyaki
I’ve learned for a fact that you don’t get far by being cocky
Thought it would work, i thought it would work
Now i’m fucked in the head, like i took a perc
I can’t help you if you actin like a jerk
The way that shit’s been lined up, i might go berzerk (yuh)
[outro]
Lac, lac1