Go away, go away
I'm healing
So afraid, so afraid
No ceiling
Everyone, everyone
Be patient
Be patient
Yeah
Cuz everything I've ever done has turned to dust
I'm feeling numb, I'm feeling drunk
I'm feeling everything you've ever felt at once
I wanna live, I wanna die
I wanna breathe, I wanna smile
I wanna pick up all the pieces
Make it something worth your while
Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight
I tried to grow and fit your mold, it didn't feel right
Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight
I tried to grow and fit your mold, it didn't feel right
Am I sane, playing games
No feelings
Watch your tongue, bend it back
It's creeping
Spit it out, spew your doubt
Impatience
No patience
Yeah
I speak in dialectic terms
Have systemic issues with my nerves
I do my best but never learn
Can someone save me from the hurt
You split me open, stole my love
Yeah, im at war with being enough
And now I hide behind my eyes
Can't tell the truth if you're the lie
Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight
I tried to grow and fit your mold it didn't feel right
Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight
I tried to grow and fit your mold it didn't feel right
Cuz everything I've I've ever learned
Is everything I've ever done
Is everything I've lost in turn
Is everything I did to run
Am I awake enough to hide
Am I awake enough to see
Am I awake enough to- (exhale)
Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight
I tried to grow and fit your mold, it didn't feel right
Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight
I tried to grow and fit your mold, it didn't feel right
Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight
I tried to grow and fit your mold, it didn't feel right
Cuz I've been living in a world with no sunlight
Tried to grow and fit your mold, it didn't feel right