The worst thing possible happening
Admitting it's okay
Approaching healing as a process
Make a choice every day
Make a choice every single day
It's not about damage control
It's about showing you I'm in control
Telling someone else
Hoping maybe they could see
It's not disgusting how fucked I used to need to be
I don't deserve anything that I have now
I take it all and I bury it all underneath the ground
Hiding spots all over jersey
Now I can never leave
I think that you'd be happy
With the way I've leveled out
For a few years it was shaky
With the way I treated myself
But you were confident and patient
When I had no idea what was going on
You would read to me out loud
And it would calm me down
Last year i got depressed
That's not the point, but nothing is
Do you even remember
That time we spent?
Oh well whatever
Nevermind I guess