I'm tryna' keep it together but I fall
It breaks my hearts every single time we talk
Keep that shit to myself don't say shit
Ride in the coup get low I'm racing
Still don't know what I want still chasing
Need to get after this shit stop waiting
Up a couple pills I'm just getting started
Kuru sent a beat while we were chillin' at a party
Money in the back on a lotta Jeff Hardy
In the cross hairs on my back is a target
Didn't hear what you said, I'm sorry
Getting lost in these drugs It's alarming
You need to step back you don't know my body
My bro tryna' pin on her like copy
Objective clear just tryna' keep it true and sincere
Actin' like you on my said but you just up and disappear
Like is this fun anymore
It's getting harder to tell
Flew too close to the sun and I fell
I'm crawling back in my shell
I'm crawling back in my shell
It's getting harder to tell
I'm tryna' keep it together but I fall
It breaks my hearts every single time we talk
Keep that shit to myself don't say shit
I cannot tell the ceiling from the floor
If I cannot change my ways then I'll keep closing all these doors
And after [?] I'm [?]
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I let you had your way won't let it slide anymore
Founding ships decay, take it back need to reclaim
Mourning my youth there was a time I had everything
I got caught up in shame
Chasing pleasure and pain
Carry this weight everyday knowing I'll be replaced