[Verse]
I don’t normally pray but I feel like I’m in a hopeless situation that you’re gravely my final hope
‘Cause I cross my heart that I ain’t have the slightest notion if you want me to undergo trials and tribulations
So I’d remould the pain into songs then aim for the stars and that’s your approach to form me into a famous artist
But is that the only way I’d succeed and make it?
What if I meet Van Gogh’s fate? and I’ve always had a complicated relationship with you
‘Cause half of me’s havin’ skepticism about your existence, It’s this tug of war in my head
But I screamed out for you 2 years ago to save me from my father, that indeed took place
Even though it seemed like an unobtainable dream
Like aimin’ for the sky, I’m the starter in a race
On my own, dealin’ with obstacles now and they say that you’re beyond understandin’, I need to just have confidence
I’m confused and does that make me a fool to want responses?
Like why have I been facin’ adversities since the age of 12 and nothin’ seems to change? as I ain’t have the foggiest
But I hope someday I’ll taste somethin’ magical after makin’ this song
At the end of the day I can only hope