[Verse]
Don’t wish to be a buzzkill but I just pondered on this
Like what if I had kicked the bucket previously? and all of my mom’s backbreakin’ work to take me back surely was wasted
All because the hope in me just got away, found a way to break out
She’d be sad and cryin’ out that she didn’t get to see me for the last time or even my corpse
As I know that they’d bury me away from my mother
I’d traumatize my brothers, sisters or trigger them to emulate me
A chain reaction, wouldn’t get the chance to see them age
Never take in if I ever would’ve made it
‘Cause I couldn’t sit tight and just waited
We’ll bite the dust anyway and my fans’d be mystified as to why I no longer write songs
But I have a ton now that I hope at least one’ll be motivated and take over
Then I’d just be that one gifted kid who’s almost built for victory
But had difficulties, will be a memory